It's been almost a full week since the wake and funeral, and I haven't been doing too well. I've been in a nigh catatonic state, depressed beyond belief and even thought of suicide.
However, I just can't find it in me to actually do it. I have family and friends who are still alive and still love me, and it would kill them if I died as well.
The Moores are absolutely devastated. Those poor people, to lose their only child like that. Their eyes were so dead and empty, they barely registered any emotion at all other than sadness. And there isn't much I can do to comfort them.
I did record myself after I returned home, and I will put it up soon. I've just been trying to find my footing again
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